I'm back!

I am so sorry that I have been M.I.A. for the past few months. Life has really sucked for me, I don't really want to get into it right now maybe at a later date. I will promise to post at least once a week if not more, as I have the time and energy now to post my blog! This is just a really short blog to let ya'll know that, yes I am still alive I haven't died or fallen off the face of the Earth. I am going to film my November favorites on Tuesday when I get home from work. Well, when I get home from North Carolina, I am going to visit some family. It's just going to be a day trip, they don't really live far from me, so my mom and I are going down to see them and visit my grandmother's grave. I  hope everyone has a great day or night is it is night where you are. I love you guys, see ya'll soon!

First Blog Post, a getting to know me

So first off I am going to say, Welcome. I will try to post here once a day, if I have time, I will also post when I post a new video on my Youtube. I am assumeing you came here from there, if not well once again Welcome!

     My name is Sarah Marie ( I am not going to give out my last name yet). I am nineteen years old, and yes I am obease. I am extreamly proud to be who I am and I would not change it for anything in the world. This may be all over the place for now but I promise you that I will get better. I was born on a stormy night in June, wait thats not me, ok so I was born in June just not on a stormy night. June 8th, 1992, is the day I can into this world, I love both my parents and I am a HUGE (haha pun intended) daddies girl. I graduated from high school on June 17th, 2010. I want to go to college to either a Raidologist or a Mortition. I will still make videos while I go to college and work, unless this takes off and I do not need to. I enjoy making Youtube videos, and I hope to be a makeup guru. I am very opinionated and will speak without thinking sometimes. My fiance is Nathan, and I love him with all that I am. There is nothing I would not do for him. I am getting ready to pack up and move up to West Virginia to be with him. We will be living with three of his friends so we will see how that goes. I am very close to my friends, they are my world. You may have seen them in a few of my videos. I write poetry, and have had a poem published when I was fifteen. It may not have been in a well known book, but hey, it was still published ya know? Ok so I am going to go back to my obeasty. There is nothing you can say, or call me that I have not heard before. I am proud to be who I am, my friends, family and my wonderful Nathan love me just the way I am. Yes I want to lose weight for health reasons, but I am content in my looks now. My daddy always tells me "If they don't feed you, fuck you, or pay your bills they don't matter" I still live to those words to this day. I want every girl to feel content in her own skin, you are beautiful no matter what anyone says. Now moving on, I work at a toll plaza (meaning I take tolls in a booth for eight hours) three days a week. It was four but my hours were cut. I hate my job sometimes, but most of the time I love it. Some of the people I work with do make me mad, but I just work through it. The people who come there do not really like me because I am taking there money. I accually had one gentleman spit at me becuase he was pissed about the tolls. Yes, I did have him aressested. I am also bisexual, I am very proud to be bi, and my Nathan loves it too.
     This is me as a person if you do not like it, then go away, you are not wanted here. This blog is a place for love, not hate :D. Like I said I will post daily, if I can. I hope everyone can enjoy this blog as much as me. Have a great day everyone. Untill next time, bye guys!